I wish I never have to agonize over some decisions. And I wish there is a way to reduce life to its basic terms.
Category: Random
Questions
What they try to tell me
Is that Your love is false,
And faith is just a way
I choose to feel.
And that there was no meaning
To You upon the cross,
And I should reach for something that is real.
And when those words are said
The questions in me start.
And I don’t have any answers
Until I stop thinking with my head,
And start listening to my heart,
And there I find my assurance.
—Michael W. Smith, MOVE IN ME
Honest Prayers
If there are millions down on their knees. Among the many, can you still hear me? Hear me asking where do I belong? Is there a vision that I can call my own? Show me…
Place in this World
I’m looking for a reason, roaming through the night to find my place in this world. My place in this world…
Legacy
The boys grew up, and Esau became a skillful hunter, a man of the open country, while Jacob was content to stay at home among the tents. Genesis 25: 27
Enough sermons have been made about the stark difference between these two boys who were the forebears of the Christian and Muslim religions. Let me just say the obvious one more time: God looks at people differently.
Outwardly, Esau was far better than Jacob in many respects. He was rough, more active, more aggressive, probably a better fighter. If the people of God were to survive the desert for forty years, Esau’s skills outdoors seemed more important than Jacob’s home making skills.
Praying Like It’s an Emergency
And Isaac intreated the LORD for his wife, because she was barren: and the LORD was intreated of him, and Rebekah his wife conceived. Genesis 25: 21
Intreated. This is a curious word. It’s not even recognized by WordPress as an English word anymore. Maybe because it’s old and quite frankly, I haven’t heard anyone use this in the last 31 years. According to my Bible dictionary, the word “INTREATED” means “a cry to the Lord for deliverance.” Like an emergency or an SOS on a really, really bad situation.
There were only three instances when this word was used in the Bible: when Isaac prayed for Rebekah’s pregnancy, when Moses prayed for the plagues of Egypt to stop and in the book of Job. All these were desperate circumstances.
Isaac knew that his lineage was going to be as numerous as the stars in the heavens. The problem was that it’s been at least eighteen years since he got married and he still had no son. He married Rebekah when he was forty. Eighteen years later, there were still no signs of a son to fill even a small crib!
Jewish tradition has it that Isaac went up to Mt. Moriah again with his wife to pray for a son. Moriah was the mountain where Abraham almost sacrificed him many years back. He went back there and “intreated” the Lord.
Not long after that, Esau and Esau were born. Few things can be said about Isaac’s faith:
First, even if he knew he was going to father many nations, he still waited for right woman. He could have married at a young age, you know, to get started with the promise as early as possible. He didn’t.
Second, unlike Abraham, he didn’t lay with his maidservant just to have a son. He didn’t try to “help” God make good of His promise. He waited. And prayed hard!
God’s reward was more than he asked for. He got twins. It was like God made up for the lost years when he had no baby to carry in his arms.
Amazing, isn’t it?
